“ Here I lie cold and bruised,
with thoughts in my head, Im so confused.
My clothes are ripped on the floor,
as I tilt my head, someone opens the door.

As I sit there trying hard to see,
I think to myself what’s happened to me?
A tall dark man walks my way;
I slide my body forward trying to get away.

My bones feel broken I shed a tear,
not knowing what’s next or how I got here.
As I lay, the man walks near,
and he smells of sweat and a lot of beer.

He grabs my arm and drags me to a bed;
he throws me on and kisses my head.
Caressing my body I start to see,
that this sick man is raping me.

I try to remember what had taken place,
before I was on the floor naked, in this awful place.
Memories flash all through my head,
but the only real memory is on this bed.

He covers my mouth and unbuckles his belt,
while I'm trying my hardest to mumble for help.
As I try to speak a little word,
he slaps me and yells we mustn’t be heard.

Helplessly I cry under him,
asking God why is this happening to me.
I am but still so so young, and already hell has begun.
I am now in so much pain
crying and crying to this man so insane.

He has a smile with hate on his face,
pushing harder and harder, he speeds up the pace.
Finally after many minutes of pain,
all is over we are done with his awful game.

As I am crying and trembling with fear,
he looks at me rudely and then comes near.
He throws me off of the bed,
I land in the place where where I thought I was dead.

Not being able to move or speak,
the same thing continues for over a week.
Finally my body has givin up,
from being raped way too much.

My bones are shattered my mind is gone,
all this for a sick man's five minutes of fun.
My last breath of air is fading away,
please God please make the pain go away.

Breathing very slowly I close my eyes,
I lived a short life with no surprise,
and as I try to fall asleep,
in walks the man whose voice is so deep.

I already know what’s going to take place,
again and again with tears on my face.
With my last breath that I'll ever breathe,
I finally remember that I am but three.....


Written by: Prella
December 6, 2004