I Want so bad to cry, feel the warmth of my tears,
Letting go of all exspectation, letting go of all my fears,
Kill the feeling of loneliness, I try so hard to hide,
Feel the warm embrace of a man by myside.

Feel the tender touch from another,
Connecting on levels only imagined;
Connecting soul to soul, heart to heart.
Too bad it's just a dream, not to be seen.

A thought that will always remain in my mind,
Among all things just a test of time.
So again today I paint a picture perfect smile,
Hiding all discomfort, hiding all that hurts.

I'm use to that by now, I'm just another person,
in this society of imperfection,
Just another person with expectations on my back,
Little did you know talent is what I lack.

Why can't anyone save me, why can't I be normal?
My soul feels like a bird caged,
Wanting to break free,
Break free from this prison,

This prison I call me.

Written by: Atlantis R..
September 10, 2005